bits and pieces of us

2008-07-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

MOVED.
http://creepsandfreaks.livejournal.com/

2008-07-12T00:34:00.002+08:00

i'm intensely amused.
15/100 for math.
HAHAHA.
LIKE OMG. CELEBRATION!!!

i know i sound absurd. but the thing is i didn't get single digit. AND. i exceed expectations by 500%
CELEBRATION!!
hyeimun the slut is celebrating with me.
yes we are pathetic.

i swear i'm dying after all my papers are back. i will be chopped up and put into salad or something. i screwed up half of lit alr. history is screwed. but i don't give a fuck!

as usual! HAHAHAHA.

i'm so down for every single remedial under the sun. Nanyang is my second home anyway! rejoice for the love of the school! not.

i shall appear dumb in this post:

i'm watching xing guang 3 HAHA. like so, NOT ME. but who cares. HUANG JING LUN AMUSES THE HELL OUT OF ME. HE IS FUCKING AMUSING. okay, maybe my amusement point is quite low.
eh, i'm not watching xing guang to amuse myself, i have more sense i'm listening to uh, them sing! HAHA.

i'm incoherent! my brain is not working. HAHA. WHO CARES.
i'm allowed to post random stuff like this once in a blue moon! this reminds me of lester and telescope.
HAHA

2008-06-25T02:31:00.002+08:00

HI. i'm back, for a while. the last time i blog is blocks. uh, wow. mids now, havent touch a thing. isn't that great news. i'm sometimes amazed by my own ability to slack and not feel stress. its really amazing.
great asset, in certain situation.
i need to feel the pressure.

okay this is not gonna work.

been drinking espresson alot recently. today's espresson is weird.
made me feel lathargic instead.
and you would wonder why i'm blogging at THIS timing. well, it made me stoned, but sorta awake.
in stoned state though, you cant study. so here i am.

having a great time with my ability to slack.
god, i influenced them into it.
or maybe lester influenced me into it. HA.

eileen is happy. i woke her up. YEAH, me.
impossible is nothing.
HAHA, ad for adiddas.
and you wont know how happy i feel for her.
she's been in this shitty, crap situation. and yeah, its great that she is getting on with her life.
like how i'm on with mine.
its just, certain times, you have to look and say " hey, maybe this is really not what i want and you know, its really no point."
yeah, so eileen i'm happy for you.

simple happiness shall be the slogan now, for you at least.

thank you, i lead people to epiphanies, when i dont even know how to bloody spell it and my lit paper is on thurs.

okay how did that lead to this.
shit. i'm supposed to study.
whatever.
i'm happy not studying so yeah, shan't study.
maybe maybe, i will some day.
like how i'm trying to do something that is not in my blood now.

changes, can be good. time waits for no man. life shouldn't stay stagnant.
learn to change and live. life can be good.
yeah, life is a bitch whatever.
make the best out of the bitch then.

isn't that what we are supposed to be good at (:

2008-03-16T01:09:00.003+08:00

盘底的洋葱像我永远是调味品偷偷的看着你偷偷的隐藏着自己

blogging at this timing says alot.
1) shit. insomia
2) shit. slacking.

and now, its number 2.
not that it matters, IF block test isn't on the COMING MONDAY.

now that makes a hell lot of difference.

oh, if you guys think i'm freaking out.
i'm not la.
its just ranting.

and of course. i didnt study.

had games day on fri with j1s, i was supposed to be studying
fun like mad.
the wet game turn into mass warfare.
everyone just started going nuts and tried to ensure there isn't a single dry spot.

evolution of water bombs:

pure water -> starch water -> SOAP WATER

cleaning up was amusing.
we became school servant for the afternoon.
giving back to the community that uh, nature us?
ha.

can tell i'm really not in studying mood.
since when i've been in that mood anyway.

crap gonna fail.
shall try studying.
damn.

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心你会发现你会讶异你是我最压抑最深处的秘密

2008-03-11T23:40:00.003+08:00

拥有了同时也失去什么而眷恋原来会带来软弱

okay. i forgot who, but someone complained i havent update for a million light years.
come on, i'm BUSY.

and busy me, chose this ODD timing to blog.
BLOCK TEST.
GWAD!!!!!!

(and all of you will know thats a fake freaking out. no suprise here :D)

yeah, life getting hectic to the power of infinity.
(doing too much maths?!)
(nah -.-)

choir is in a desperate state. (so is my studies, but that's beside the point.)
HELLO. WE NEED PEOPLE.
notes and voices dont just APPEAR.
the are not born out of thin air.
yes.
we need PEOPLE to make them!
in case you havent realise.(but i'm sure by now, you do)

tenors. we need TENORS.
say hi to Alto 3.
-.-
me and yindy having identity/section crisis.
singing more and more tenor parts.
i'm gonna become full tenor soon.
switching from pure chest voice to higher tone is....weird.
okay, maybe its just me?
shall CONSULT yindy next time.

and speaking of that, shit.
haven't had a single consultation in my, uh. 1.2yrs(?) in jc.
i saw J1s having consultation!
like what the !##*&(!*&(!$^&*(!$(*VL)IUC)*!_)!I(C)(%$+\:":@_+$_#)+)+(*#))!!!!!)*(!&#)
okay. spare me.
i did nothing so consultation is no point.

okay, actually,i can go consult ms kwok.
thats the only subject (part subject.) that i finished everything assigned.
and i just realised.
wow! yeah! maybe i should do that!
i need at least something to save my blocks.

and yes, my history still in ruins.
dont ask how i'm getting by.
SBQ sort of rocks though.
gimme an L5 and i will cry in joy.(dont take me literally, i'm not shedding my precious tears over some disgusting history =X)

i believe they will try persuading me to retain if i fail my blocks badly!
o! o! o!
monstrous!
(i'm hereby quoting OTHELLO)

then my whinings of "I WANNA BE J1!" will really come true.

and so they say, be careful of what you wish for.

crap. i love to ramble.
let me rant la hor.
havent rant in 2 months ++

i hope i can go england. but thats out of my reach considering blocks is a BIG BAD WOLF blocking (notice the pun. HAHAHHA. okay fail -.-) my path to oh-so-exciting england.
man, i wanna go.
(i suddenly imagine, eileen the purple dwarf, going, ooh! woman wanna go too -.- GAH)

i sound bright and cheerful!
cause i'm sort of okay now.
wasnt very well last week. i mean mentally.
i think people around me(including me) were going through a rough patch.
DEPRESSION!!!!!!!!
AHHHH!(screams of terror.)

=.=
NAH.
:D

PURE RANDOMNESS: OMG. JU GOT TRIPLE As.
ITS MAD. she DON'T even STUDY.
maybe even I can get triple As now. WOO.
but then, we decided, and agreed that she is born intelligent.
DAMN. i'm not!
i'm dumb! o_o
but still, i can now suan her about english!
HAHAHHAHA. dont talk to me in english, ju, the gp-not-so-good person. (i'm nice to put it this way! HAHHAHA. okay not that bad la.)

(this is getting nonsensical. but! its MY blog. so, i'm EMPOWERED to RANT AND RAVE like a MAD IDIOT :D)

i'm doing too much identity i think. i think i will suck in my elit paper 5.
-.-
JOYCE. KILL ME PLS.
(joyce is an author btw, not a girl/friend/animal etc.)
(not a girl cause, really not a girl. HE is male. -.-)

my stuff is going down the drain. i got ZERO for maths when i, for the first time, did things seriously.
wth?!
okay. seriously.
damn maths.
i can't do you.
and i doubt you can do me. (HAHAHA.)

(OKAY. SORRY about the innuendo. not on purpose! too much lit! too much lit!)

and, i experienced a moment of epiphany recently.
something about temper in relation to calmness in relation to surroundings in relation to people.
and more.

complexity!

yet, isnt life about complexity.
maybe life is simple, but we make it complex?
or maybe its complex but its gets worse when we try to simplify it.
or maybe its just when its the wrong surroundings, and wrong things happen.
or, maybe its just in the mind.
if things are acted out, expressed out, it won't be so complex?
at least, there will be a mutual understanding?
okay, even if not mutual, there will be something more definite, and therefore something thats more tangible.
even if its not an expected or "wanted" result, its still a result.

and, all the better, if you get the result and certain things done or will do, will continue.
and not be changed.

or perhaps actions will change.

yet so, what?
if not, what?

(as inspired by faith. and not the 'faith=religion' faith. but the 'faith=friend' faith. -.-)

AND. i'm talking NONSENSE.
i don't even know what i'm writing.
moment of epiphany indeed -_-
more of moment of crisis and confusion.
lost of identity!!!

(and thus i shall go back to my darling 徐志摩 and HIS darling 再别康桥。)

(but as your know me, studying and me is natural enemies :D )

我不想舍得不想懂得是谁惹谁言不由衷

2008-01-31T22:41:00.000+08:00

任寂寞侵犯一遍一遍天空划著长长的思念

HM.
something terrible happened today.

chuyi got higher marks for roderigo essay than me when 75% of her points and stuff are taught by me!
-.-!

HAHA. i cant believe it la!
i make a good teacher (only to certain people though -.-) but a bad student!
i must learn to express myself more.
shocking when i took lit for so long.

oh yeah, i'm learning to write with my left hand!
hahahhaha!
so cool right! but they commented that my left hand- hand writing looks like a kid's.
-_-

i think swings are therapeutic!
so are buses!
i love to randomly sit on swings/buses and just stone or think about stuff.
but i think i'm getting too big for swings.
i love my neighbourhood cause there is a bball court + sand playground with SWINGS!
and the bus 300 which loops my area. =D

getting highly random. i'm supposed to finish all my cha guan essays!
i pinky swear with wu lao shi.
-.-

散文题目：我怀念的XXX

想起燕姿的歌。
我怀念的是什么。
好像，真的有很多。
也许，不能忘的，是因占据了生活每个细节的一点。

天空叠著层层的思念

2008-01-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

感情不就是一人收一人给总是有人要吃亏也许我就是缺乏一点智慧面对你我总口是心非

i forgot, what i wanted to blog about.
oh man.

(i still havent finish homework! shall try to chiong finish this weekend.)

okay, thats beside the point.

forget it.
i think my brain isn't functioning right now.

went to shop with sis.
haha, bought jeans+ sports shoe.
i think i shall do napfa this year!
or else i will grow fat sia.

hahahaa.
shall start training!

oh yeah, pe is vball.
then the teacher thought i was an ex school vball team member.
HAHHA.
YES.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!
i'm damn damn honoured!
woo!

cool okay! when i never even receive actual training.
hahhahah.
okay. i'm still super happy over that though it happened on thurs.
i think i had i good vball 'coach' la.

wah, thanks ah ms ng chu yi.
hahaha
your vball crash course in sec4 made me damn zai.
i think i have potential luh.
HAHA.

JOKING.

vball is fun de!

oh yeah, zhengyi, yinxue, hui hui all got through to finals!
woots!
gonna go support them.
of course zhengyi shall receive the most support.
hahhaha.

i must start studying!
cause there will be this e lit england trip in june!
HAHAHAH.
omg. ENGLAND.
ROCKS MAN.
i shall speak with british accent from now on.
HAHAHHA.

爱不进则退在你的心外围背着你我多么的狼狈

2008-01-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

我怀里所有温暖的空气变成风也不敢和你相遇

i officially slacked today away.
hiding behind the excuse of "I'm sick! i'm supposed to rest!"
i did not do a single piece of work.
okay, i admit.
i'm lazy, and i'm a slacker.

this should not be the way!
i'm a J2 now!
i'm supposed to be a role model!
NOT.
=.=

i seriously wonder when i can live up to expectations from everyone.
i dont really want that day to come, cause that would mean that i'm defying myself and getting into the 'expected' circle set by people.

its really weird isnt it.

mrs teo said that our identity is, supposedly, of a student.
and once that identity is taken away, we are left with nothing.
i ponder over that.
i dont think so.
well, i'm sure that i wont be that happen if my 'student identity' is taken away.
but, i'm sure i will survive without it.
i won't be left with nothing. i'm sure of that.
i will find my own path, my own identity.
and not some load of bullshit that people dumps on me.
it really odd isnt it?
alot of people are getting this sort of thing, most of us are.

the whole identity crap is really getting to me.

urg.why am i typing this incoherent paragraphs.

must be tmr's lit test getting to me.
well, it IS identity paper afterall.
and i havent analysed that 10 pages of potrait of young artist yet.

i guess the world is sort of fair?
there is always parts of you that are missing.
or parts of you thats not that good.

and you search, for another person to feel the void.
and you will in turn, fill that void in that person.

我的心事蒸发成云再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你

2008-01-20T12:46:00.000+08:00

终于明白你以变成回忆没有言语能够说明当别人问起

HELLO.
i didnt blog last night about my BIRTHDAY cause i fell SICK.
-.-

yay, grats to me! falling sick on my birthday is the best birthday present to myself.
having choir on my birthday is similar.

i believe that my body went on a riot.
must be an act of revenge against me for ill treating and violently abusing it with lack of sleep, chiong-ing (?) homework etc etc.

i'm supposed to be super! so i will get well soon! (i hope. =.=)

i think choir sort of ruin my birthday yesterday.
i woke up felt totally sick, running mild fever.
and it evolved into headache, cough, sore throat and a running (like mad) nose.

but there is exco meeting (which i set myself. dumb.-.-) at 11 so must go school
and choir prac later. j1s second round audition by mr toh.

and because of that i decided that i must go choir. (actually i didnt really wanna go see doc for MC la.)

so being entirely incoherent on my birthday, i went for choir.
J1s audition was screwed. not them but me.

forgot to bring keyboard up for him.
and, entertaining J1s (and getting bullied by sara HAHA.) sap up my energy.
i just put my head on the table and he entered the room.
i'm amazingly SUAY.

(on a side note: sara is amazingly amusing! though she often bullies me, ahahhaha.)

he complained to ms eunice after that about my lack of professionalism etc.etc.

and i sort of got told off about it.

and i was trying to prevent my nose for running and controlling sneezes while getting told off (er mildly la.)
so i looked like i was about to cry i think.
how unglam.
=.=

anyway my 18th birthday seems to be the worst ever.

OH. but altos are damn nice!!
yang lin and serene ran to sarangoon central to get me a cake! :D
and they were planning to surprise me!
hahahhahaha.
altos are damn nice! love you guys! :D
thanks alot esp. to serene yang lin :D

the cake taste super nice! (with love from altos :D)

eileen and qing smashed two pieces of, supposedly extra, cakes on my face.
-.-

and the whole gang of them got chased around by me, who was attempting to smear there faces with cake too.
HAHHAA.

lied on each others stomach (-.-) on the parade square looking up to the sky talking nonsense, singing nonsense, and practically just laughing at every single thing.

LOVE MY ALTOS :D

went to eat with zhenzhi after that, at a vegetarian cafe.
hahha.
tried to embarrase me by buying a DURIAN cake so that he can sing birthday song super loudly.
SADLY, i dont eat DURIAN cakes!
he mixed up me and ang zi qing's liking.
HAHHAA.
so he had to EAT IT BY HIMSELF.

and he ordered too much food!!
we couldnt finish it in the end.
-.-

but he is nice. :D

celebrations with yang they all cancelled cause she say it will be super late by the time i reach bt timah.
=.=

ah. nevermind la, it was still a good day!(minus the crappy parts)

THANKS TO THE PPL WHO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY/ GAVE ME PRESENT/CELEBRATED FOR ME ! YOUR ROCKS!!! :D

我听着每一个音符流过的回忆为什么在那么多年以后还不能说再见

2008-01-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

Now I'm...I'm standing above you trying so hard not To tell you I love you

i WAS supposed to hand in my one week over dued clit essays (note: the plural.)

and guess what?

yeah, i failed.
=.=

shit man.
i think i should chiong finish it today and hand in tmr.
10 essays.

putting that aside, i realised something today!

i should go randomly talk to J1s from time to time.
it helps in relaxation.
hahaha.

met yinxue and sara in library today. plus their friend.
super retarded.
they brought PILLOWS (those portable ones) to school.
to, SLEEP.
cause they have 5 hours break.
even I ( the person who can sleep anywhere, anytime) didnt think of that!
and, i'm glad to know some J1s who dont mug.
sara even pon lesson.
HAHA.

the library is filled to brim with mugging J1s
J2s are relegated to sofa and canteen?!
wth.

anyway, a pillow fight started in the library.
sara is certified to be violent.
whack damn hard.
haha.
i think yinxue's pillow is nearly ruined by me.
its a POOH BEAR pillow.
=.=

childish but relaxing okay.
J1 days are really fun.

good thing i made full use of those days.

choir tmr! 2nd round audition.
i havent full learnt the piece he gave us.
damn.

turning 18 tmr. haha.

"theresa turns 18 on the 19th this yr, 19th on the 19th next year!"
quote from eileen, who was basically hysterical.
HAHA.

If you'd only wake up you'd know it was true

2008-01-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

记忆停留在最初时候星光已不再闪烁无话可说继续走还是朋友

my hectic day is officially OVER.
=.=
i slept only 2 hrs last night?
thanks to 2 history tutorial plus roderigo essay.
and to mention, i've always skipped roderigo's lines when i read Othello.

But! i managed to analyse it after all.
my brain was functioning, what an once-in-a-blue-moon-experience.
considering my brain is more adapted to stoning.

i even saved ppl with my stupid analysis of roderigo la.
hhahaha.

i'm wondering why i'm blogging when i have so much over dued homework.
crap man.

and new problems:
HOW TO ATTRACT J1s TO CHOIR?!!?!?!?

argh. i shall resort to contacting ju.
hahaha.

friday tmr!

gotta analyse that potrait of a young artist book by next week!
argh.
at least no need to do project for mrs teo's lesson.
haha, my poem was so screwed la.
but si ying insisted that i sound super emotional when reading it.

ya right!

(p.e today! only thing to look forward to in a sucky thurs: Vball! :D)

故事内容谁补充安静的尘封

2008-01-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

拥抱的时候心情有点痛也许提早感受到寂寞

=.=
the one first round audition.

i officially proclaim that i'm so screwed.
i sang quite badly i think.
totally didnt prepare.

this is due to gross underestimation of the standard.

shouldn't have assumed so much!

anyway this yr ppl is zai one.

ms"dui de re/ di jiu ye" was damn pro as usual.
haha. thats yi ling by the way.( and i think i spelt her name wrongly.)
SHE SOUND SO NICE.
ou xiang!
hahaha.

zhengyi was zai as usual, but i think her voice cause her lots of trouble.
so not the usual power pack zhengyi

haosheng did a CHORAL piece!
though it didnt sound really choral, cause its like acapella.
but the song is nice la!

eileen's voice killed her.
i think it will really be a waste if she didnt get through!

zhenzhi was fine la! as much as he kept saying he screwed it up and everything.
stop telling a person who went out of tune that okay!
HAHA.

chuyi+jia xin was quite good. haha, at least they were in same key you know! considering..
okay, dont say i'm bias laaaaa!
must support my friend of er 5 yrs, i think, la!
she is popular de, council president sia.
zai.
hahaha.

SADLY, i missed ALOT of ppl's performance cause my lesson ended at 6!
-__-
sad life huh! haha

anyway! this whole thing, its the experience and fun that counts la. so i think even if i dont get in when the results are out its still okay.

just cannot cont having fun in this!
hahaha.

and i'm happy today!
today is a good day!
today= 15th jan.

hahaa.

HAPPY MOOD.

(despite the piled up homework, the projects getting dued, the essays OVERdued, the test that are coming, the....)

我才发现彼此都了解默契是最宝贵的语言

2008-01-14T02:06:00.000+08:00

世界很大会容得下我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰

am doing clit essay.
failed in researching for hist.
i think nira will just kill me.

failing to do clit essay.
random stuff popping up.

talking to huiyi at this time of the night.
the usual sort of conversation.
hahhaa.

sudden wondered why i love mentos.
=.=
random.

i like the lime mint mentos.
okay thats a well known fact.
i'm a provider for lime mint mentos for my friends.

MY GOD.
DAMN RANDOM.
hist and clit must be getting into my head.

to end this off:

"THE CHEWY STRONG MINT: mentos cool chews - lime mint (for fresher breath)" net wt.28g

i'm direct quoting the box label! even with the capital letters.
=.=!

how random can i get.

BACK TO HIST AND C LIT.

*MUNCHES ON MENTOS (hope my teeth dont drop =.=!)

反正我都会守候在梦中守候我最唯一最美的梦

2008-01-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

没刻意掩埋没对她坦白你还在

havent finish homework!
i think that will be my typical opening sentence from now on.

anyway, i realised, that i'm gonna die for history.
essay have no content, now got that sbq.
walao.

and both is mr k.
i'm seeing him 6hrs a week?!

damn.

feeling sort of off these few days.
really weird.
okay say, i guess i know whats wrong with me.
but then, seems like this wrong can't be corrected.

this is what you call 错了再错

i'm just digging up stuff.
stuff that i promised myself that i will leave behind.
in the place they've started demolishing.

all of that, should be left alone.

yet, it all came back to me.

该静止的，曾以为静止了。
原来，没有。
只是，成功的麻木或不顾一阵子。
当往事追回时，一切变得更难以下手

是谁说过，念念不忘

sectionals tmr!
J1s audition on tues and wed.
WE NEED GUYS.

不是我不明白有些话没说出来

2008-01-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

你是一滴滴隐形的眼泪风一吹就乾了

DAMN.
i still havent finished holiday homework!
=.=

OH.
block test timetable out.
can you believe it.
=.=

they damn chiong.

i'm glad i didnt study at all in J1, or else i will feel my J1 so wasted.
hahaha.

i was trying to tell one of nira's OG member to not study.
then a teacher walked past behind me and gave me a terrible look.
HAHAHA.

i'm a bad senior.
as usual!

anyway, ITS OKAY TO NOT STUDY FOR PAE.

(but must come for choir prac. HAHAHA.)

思念被时光悄悄的摇落酸酸的咬了一口青春的苹果香香的催眠了我

2008-01-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

那一天手心里的爱我放不开等一个人多么孤单我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐

school started. HECTIC.
MY TIMETABLE CAN BE DESCRIBED BY ONE WORD:
SUCKS.

WALAO.
my breaks is damn alot.
and, as everyone knows if i got lots of breaks means si ying got lots of breaks.
AND.

si ying + theresa = CRAP/SLEEP/EAT

=.=

how to survive man.

and talking about that, and wondering how to survive brings to me a point.

i should be doing homework now.
=.=

i still haven't finish my holiday homwork.
shit.
i'm so dead.
but knowing me, i won't do de.
unless, its really really really urgent.

i've got a new classmate!
CHERYL DAN.
HA.
she is the ultimate crap.
i applaude her total crappiness to be able to integrate into me and si ying's nonsense world.
i guess she will kill me if she sees this, but i doubt she will see, so yeah.
HAHA.

CCA BAZAAR OFFICIALLY KILLED ME.
I WAS DAMN BUSY YESTERDAY.
i swear that i'm never gonna let things be SO disorganised again.
or else i've to run up and down 5 levels for more than 5 times again.
i will really die.
=.=

sign up wasn't as good as last year's bazaar.
sort of feel quite regretful about that.
but then, lets just do better for the jae one.

PE TODAY.
guess what.
INSTEAD OF THAT SQUASH(which i'm having on monday)
i'm having.

(OMG OMG OMG!!!!)

VBALL.

HEHEH.

YAY!!!

this sounds very over the top but hey, i really miss vball okay.
my next love after bball.
or maybe same lvl as bball?
hahaha.

THERESA LOVES VBALL!
REMEMBER THAT PPL!

i should be doing my HOMEWORK.
gp test tmr!
had clit elit test today, one after another.

life is full of challenges is indeed true.
so many tests.
hahha.

oh yeah.
i'm really amazed by some j1s
they are, STUDYING.
yes, i saw J1s STUDYING when me, si ying and cheryl were crapping and wasting time away.
PLS LA.
enjoy the J1 life.
or else J2 no life.

choir J1s, be smart! listen to me!
have fun NOW, before you cant do that anymore!
HAHA.

I MUST GO DO WORK ALREADY.

当我祈祷的时候天使都不在

2007-12-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

我相信这情怀有一天你会明白不管现在未来你的一切都让我期待

choir outing! err was over.
=X
only blog about it now cause was lazy.
but anyway it was fun!
at sentosa, played a very er chiong captain's ball.
then after that pepsicola(?), lvl pig (?) and random nonsense.
but then turn out abit disappointing.
ahh.
pls come for choir outing next time everyone!
=D

then today, dsa ppl came in.
new faces!
is fun de.
hahahah.
i got 4 new altos if i'm not wrong.
things will get more fun with the appeal ppl coming in then pae.
hope all of them stay.
and..
WE NEED GUYS.
the balance is pathetic now.
=.=
GET MORE GUYS PPL.
hahhaa.

mr.toh coming on 17th =.=
good luck to us man.
the dumb er san ge mei er san song
haha.
=.=

我相信这份爱怎么甩也甩不开看你悄悄走近却又离开相信总会回来

2007-12-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

彷佛你就在我身边等待了一年又一年对你的思念三百六十五天

i am sad today.
but its nothing!

i guess, alot of things, wont escape from my mouth.
but, i think, it will escape from my heart, or my eyes.
if you can sense it.

i realised something after reading this random xiao shuo.
i saw myself in it.

there will always be a person that i speak about.
this name that i will always mention.
maybe not by name, maybe just by the label of "friend".

but i realised, it says alot.
and maybe cause of this, i hurt a lot of people.

sorry.
but, i really didn't realise.

I LOVE YOU 说不出口的倾诉 I MISS YOU 让挂念代替了相处

2007-12-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

想的人感伤的日落知多少或许这世界上有些梦美在永远握不到
HELLO.
i'm back.
=.=
i slacked away the past time that i didnt blog.
and nearly, very nearly. tio retain. =X
but i guess i dont learn!
cause, i havent start mugging yet.
i tried to do my clit paper! and managed 1 question.
pro hor.
hahaha.
yeah anyway, life is gonna be terrible soon.
mugging+mugging+mugging.
hopefully.
ah, there is choir too.
hahhaa.
we've formed a choir bball team.
cool like mad.
we are a bunch of cool nut.
yeah.
=.=
OKAY.
i'm being highly random.
whatever la hor.
its a miracle that i even blogged.
i perform miracles.
to the surprise of everyone.
haha.

我好想(你) 于是我将心缠绕静静地守候着人潮

2007-10-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

也许爱在梦的另一端无法存活在真实的空间

i'm so dead for pw.
haha
op dry run tmr.
die die die.
need to hand in IR?
HUH?
wth?
nevermind la.
screw it.
sihan says heck it.
haha

promos!
dead!
potential retainee list out.
next tues is the final result.
okay, not that i entirely feel worried.
i dont mind retaining.
my mum dont either.
but seeing the rest in j2 and me in j1 abit weird la.

but still, the new j1s have to call me lao da!
hahaha.

mushi starting to compose tunes again.
haha.
the fun starts again!

羞怯的脸带有一点稚气

2007-10-15T01:34:00.000+08:00

爱分隔天地要怎么爱你

and so, i flunk promos.
as expected.
what to do.
at most. retain.
i dont have a choice i guess.
oh ya.
i can go pj, transfer school.
huiyang is like pratically trying to drag me to her school.
but she will be j2 by that time
how.. weird.
and minyi, and yy.
how.. very weird.
having si ying or eileen as j2 and me being j1 is weird too.
eh.
WEIRD LEH!
o_o

oh well.
most retarded.

went out with yang and gang.
ended up, we were essentially in town for food.
seriously, we went there initially for the wanton mee.
hahaha.
retarded until like mad.

i'm amused by myself.
and my phone, i'm irritated with it.
pissed.
it conked.
and it conked damn badly.
today, whole day, screwed. cant on.
restart until, full batt become low batt.
and. now.
in an attempt to solve the phone crisis, my sis pass me her old phone, which is not really in exact working order either.
but its much better than mine.
however, one thing about it leaves me mortified.
the phone, is pink.
god.

离别时的晚霞风还在刮谁为谁牵挂想画一抹无瑕墨怎么洒笔该怎么下

2007-10-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

至少这样的世界没有现实

i forgot what i wanted to blog.
nowadays, choir can really eat up alot of brain cells.
i can no longer stone in choir!
terrible!
need to keep thinking during practice.
alot of things to consider, think, process and apply.
therefore, everytime after choir, i become.
the incredible STONED!
HAHA.
my brain never works after choir now.
and damn tired de.
now need to prepare for open house, booth alto settle.
haha
ziqing was saying, not even syf everyone tensed and practice until super tired le.
pro hor!
but he is good. damn pro.
we can improve like that =D
but then, standing in the first row, the only a1.
is stress de.

fri, return papers.
doomed.

i'm worried, but then, i need to thank choir.
tired until dont bother to think.
i realised. i dont think after choir le.
like a retard. (usually, i'm a semi-retard)
brain cells all go to the practices.

fri open house! press on.
haha.

i'm damn tired.

oh yeah, suju's new album is damn nice.
i'm getting it soon! heheh.
songs very nice!
highly recommended: miwuh(hate you,love you) and sarangi dduhnada(she's gone)

the rest of the songs are nice too!

argh. written report draft3 by tmr. =.=
dying!! haha.
not so soon la.
will hang around for awhile more.
maybe die after fri.
gah.

爱恨可以不分责任可以不问

2007-10-04T00:48:00.000+08:00

i dont understand why the hell you are doing all these.
guess i wont huh.
cause, yeah, you are not what i thought out to be.
i wonder where the old trustable, funny fellow went.
maybe she never existed.
the one i can joke to.
and, call what. mickey mouse.
dust. please reduce everything to dust.
you too.
then you can just stop hurting everyone.
but scheming people dont get their deserved end so easily.
i don't understand why you must do these.
don't get it.
really.
i'm disappointed.
more then anything.
whats the point.
seriously.
i wish you will wake up.
but, i dont think you will.
i never knew you. i realised.
and, i'm damn shocked by that.
and i admit, you are smart.
damn smart.
you do belong in hc.
smart brains, wrong usage.
why.
if you want, why not just target me.
your actions, and my image of you dont fit.
but hey, i guess that image is warped.
i wished it isn't.
but nah, forget it.
its just the true you i guess.
thanks for all the damage done.
and whatever you are currently doing.
impressive job.
i applaude you.
a perfect actress.
if you get an award of the best hypocrite, will you get out of our lives?

and, yes, a certain mouse says," go eat shit."
unimpressive, but by her standards. its, a strong line.

and, as usual. to prevent my words from being warped. and cause hurt again.
its. zhangqian i'm talking about here.

TO END ON A HAPPY NOTE. PROMOS OVER.
CELEBRATE (SLEEP???) UNTIL RESULTS!
WHICH IS HELL.
SEE YOU GUYS IN 2008!
I WILL BE YOUR JUNIOR MAN! WOO.

2007-09-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

你的笑我真是喜欢看于是我一次又一次等待

CLIT PAPER 1
THEY.
tried to kill us i think.
hahhaaa.

walao. the bloody passage, i du bu dong!

and after paper i met wu lao shi at staff room.
she eyed me and ask me how was the paper.
here is the convo.

"zen me yang, si le ah?"
" dui lor. si le la!"
"hen nan ah?"
"na ge pian zhang bu zen me du de dong. hen nan hui da!"
"ni du bu dong na quan bu ren dou du bu dong le! heheh yao si quan bu yi qi si..."
and while saying this went away clapping hands in glee!

O_O

whats wrong with my sch's clit teachers!
sadist leh!
and sarcastic at times.
but hahah, quite funny.

and i cut hair today.
changed style. but i think she sort of went overboard abit.
i was initially quite pissed leh.
but then i think okay la.
still okay.
hahaha.

elit and hist left!
chiong! (:

其实都还算愉快

2007-09-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

爱就一个字我只说一次你知道我只会用行动表示

HELLO!
I'm so DEAD!
i. fell SICK.
FEVER!
suddenly one!
just beng kui-ed in gp paper. compo.
compre totally died.
clit p2. gone case.
and
miss math paper today. though even if i went, it wont make much of a difference.

and shit. wasted today away, slept through.

and, i have low blood pressure!
my wonderful doc concludes that i look too pale.
and i lack nutrients. wow!

yay.
why must everything get thrown in during promos period huh.
-.-

看我为你孤注一掷

2007-09-23T02:50:00.000+08:00

微笑再美再甜不是你的都不特别

GUESS WHAT?
i mugged.
sort of.
okay okay! i think can pass clit la.
hopefully..
then then
jiu can promote!
haha.
okay i sound sort of high.

and good news.
i'm supposed to do EOM.
and, know what?

i lost my material.
woo! no material to evaluate!
how cool!
okay. i'm gonna cont searching for it.

parting words: I'M GONNA PASS PROMOS!!!!

我只对你有感觉

2007-09-22T02:29:00.000+08:00

你在我心里站了这个位置才能对你透露所有心事

i'm supposed to study.
but no!
i'm not!
guess what, i'm gonna chiong finish chi in 2 days.
possible.
and chiong gp also.
math just go die.
elit, must chiong.

I CAN GET PROMOTED!
WOO.

p.s: just some random post la. gimme a space to lament. (:

眼前的一切风风雨雨　需要我们携手坚持

2007-09-16T12:21:00.000+08:00

no lyrics.
only tune inside my head.

stuck by the piano for continuous 5 hours since i woke up.
did nothing.
as in, study.

i conclude that playing piano for 5 continous hours with only 1 piece is dumb
causemy xiao yu li ke bai 2 from damn nice until damn screwed.
no strength to do fortissimo or whatever la.
end up, notes wrong, just randomly banging piano
okay, thats like highly random.
hands trembling, which means cannot study cause cant write.
i'm taking damn long to type this.
so i shant continue.
haha.

ciaos. i shall go meet lu xiao yu.
(:

2007-09-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

偶尔我真的不懂你又有谁真懂自己往往两个人多亲密是透过伤害来证明

hello.
promos coming.
i dunno what i'm doing.
just flunk promos la hor.
haha.
its good de.
flunking promos is cool.
(:

我，最终，还是个孩子。
好多东西都还不会。
很多情绪，都还在学会控制。
最后的决裂，是我造成的。
不希望这成为最终话。
要多努力，才能挽回？

从你眼睛看着自己最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契是明天的指引
无论是远近什么世纪
在天堂拥抱或荒野流离

我爱你我敢去未知的任何命运
我爱你我愿意准你来跋扈地决定
世界边境

偶尔我真的不懂你又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安我就任性
怕泄漏你怕所以你生气

我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心

我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
挡狂风豪雨想让你喘口气
被划破的信心需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递能量和勇气
我爱你

我爱你我想去未知的任何命运
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心

哪里都一起去一起仰望星星
一起走出森林一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己一起找到意义
让我爱你
我不要没有你
我不能没有你
绝不能没有你

可能，说什么，也于事无补。
我却只能要求多一个机会。
现在有太少的欢笑。
以后，不再会是如此的。
我相信我能，给我些时间学习，成长。
只要你相信。
再一次相信。

我需要那老旧的琴房，那古典的钢琴，还有那秘密的琴谱。

一起更懂自己一起找到意义

2007-09-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

不然我就告诉妈咪你偷牵我的手

i'm still addicted to secret's soundtrack.
new addiction is this song! (:

门外的桂花香飘进我的书桌前
我知道该起床妈再给我两分钟
拉开了窗帘怎麼是下雨天

把吐司咬碎碎餵我的狗叫MIKAI
哥哥说你猜猜今天为什麼下雨
原来MIKAI把晴天娃娃吃了

我讨厌下雨天亲爱的你快出现
不然我就告诉妈咪你偷牵我的手
我喜欢夏天你穿背心的感觉
每天都想黏都很甜

nice song! (:
highly addictive! and i'm like in a olden song mood. hmm.
haha.
i heard pan mei chen's song! hahahha

你给的，是前所未有的安稳感觉。
我舍不得放开。
如果能平平静静的过着那该多好。
我想，只要我们够坚定，一切都会放晴。

每天都想黏都很甜

2007-09-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

为什么要对你掉眼泪

i've not started mugging and i feel shitty.
yeah, totally.
things are screwing up.

crap.
i'm addicted to the old old song in secret.

actually. i'm addicted to the whole soundtrack.
especially those that concerns lu xiao yu.

the soundtrack is damn nice.
recommended! haha

我们能坚持着的。

你难道不明白为了爱

2007-09-09T02:50:00.000+08:00

You Are Tagged!Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end of the game, you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!:)

1) i think chain mails/sms are dumb. same goes to chain quiz. (yeah, you get the idea.)
2)i like to be by myself in my house/ my room.
3)i dont really like to speak. i prefer to write.
4) i believe that othello is damn true, as in the play. especially the love, lust, betrayal crap behind my othello tee.
5)i'm not cool, not zai, not shuai. (i guess everyone knew that long ago huh. hahaa)
6)i'm damn cheena, even if i dont look like it. i sort of like clit alot. (:
7)i've got a violent tendency.so beware, i kill. hahahaha
8)i was anti social, and i still can be.
9)i like the night. alot.
10)i think, whatever i said above is rubbish. i bet you didnt know that until you read no.10

tagged people:

no idea. fill this in some other time. (:

2007-09-09T02:14:00.000+08:00

这是我们的纪念日纪念我们开始对自己诚实愿意为深爱的人放弃骄傲说少了你生活淡的没有味道

went to school to sort of study, failed, ended up sleeping on the double bench with cha guan's notes over my face.
its really nice to sleep with cha guan notes, and it didnt haunt me in my dreams

wang li fa didnt ask me for money using the story he is in as sleeping pills.
HAHA

thats nonsense. i'm in a total incoherent state.

went to celebrate yy's birthday today.
the cake was nice.
and i realised, i forgot to pay my share for the cake. and i only left them 6bucks for the bill.

but, best friends la. nevermind one.
hahah

went to study, failed to study.

but studying is not everything la.

i think i'm fortunate! (:
somehow, after a sort of screwed up year, i think, some money has finally dropped from the sky.
i wonder if promos,prelims,As paper (solution included) will drop too.

i'm a bloody retarded child.
i like the playground. (:

此刻能有你倾听我轻轻的转着那是种甘甜以后让人想哭的快乐

2007-09-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

换一个规则变一个色彩一眨眼另一个世界

argh.

i argh for what.

okay, incoherent mind.

anyway, holidays ending.
ARGH.

and, i havent study!
oh man. promos! please just go and die.
prelims can also just die la.

haha.

paper2 for the J2s clit ppl tmr.
how very nice of the school right.

haha, good luck and jiayou ppl (:

(my clit paper is around 10 odd days away. damn. -.-)

跟着我联手起飞

2007-09-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

我们之间才完成的爱恋紧握的手里面有好多明天

sort of studied history.
kept falling asleep.
had to be poked, kick etc. awake.
most innovative way, vol of mp3 was turned up like mad.
shock awake by the song.

and the song.

i vividly remember, is, s.h.e wu yue tian.
apt hor.
haha

i discovered something!

i think i'm a damn jun zi de chao ah beng.

HAHA (:

前方蜿蜒一长串的心愿我们一天一天慢慢实现

2007-09-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

想到达明天现在就要起程

okay, lets see.
i didnt fall asleep in history lect!
first time in history!!( pun intended. hahha)

ignore the previous post.
commented to be too emo.

i'm highly un emo one okay.
i'm happy de!

(:

nice and crappish post.
just like me!

只有你能带我走向未来的旅程

2007-09-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

诚实的背后是否住着伤口

did hai hun today! i finished it. yay.

oh, and, went out with huiyang minyi to by yy present.
yy was there. but he wondered ard.
so he didnt see.
i hope he dont read my blog.
i dont think he does la.

oh, tmr hist lect. dunno where is it leh.
10-12.

很多话都没有说出口，可能是想太多。
可是，所说出的，都是最真实的。

我们怎么了

2007-09-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

平淡之中制造一些些浪漫丝丝点点浪漫累积着情感
and i conclude, today is productive.

cause, i did something i didnt manage to do for 3 days.

lit essay. OTHELLO.
damn cheem.

and, i successfully, under threats, finished the essay in nearly 3 pgs.
but i think, i screwed it up.

the essay is abit weird.

went to watch secret again!
it became sort of funny. cause i was planning to laugh even before the funny parts were out.

and some retard cried. HAHA.
okay la, its sad. -.-
ya la, and i seriously like the theme song for the movie.

cheers! (:

平凡之中制造一些些惊喜和希望甜蜜难计算忧烦不来纠缠

2007-09-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

当飞机越过伤心换日线天空只留下寂寞无声的盘旋

i swear that i didnt mean to slack today away.
really.(i am not crossing my fingers. nor toes either.)

i wanted to study!!
but circumstances didnt permit.
i was, most wonderfully, down with a bloody headache.

walao.

i even tried to study hai hun (rather, do the hmwk) with the dumb headache still bothering me.
and, i realised, i didnt listen in class cause i fell asleep, i never read the lecture notes.

end up analysing it by myself.
guess what, most stuff correct.
and appear in the notes.
i even uncover new stuff la i think.
my blue book is now filled with english analysis. like paradox, oxymoron bla bla bla.
its a chinese poem. -.-

but anyway, i think its okay what. just translate.
first time i realised, elit and clit actually work together quite well.

lets all take e lit and c lit! (:
haha

tmr is monday. -.-

时间它能不能倒退一点停格在你晴天笑脸

2007-09-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

我的爱情是一棵树永远不会离开一步

i, slacked away today too.

how ah! 23days to promos soon.
die.
okay la, i drew out a plan until end of holidays.
but.. i think as usual it will fail.

i officially declare that i dislike reading for being so lousy and losing to west ham.
missed penalty somemore
wth?!

and i dislike west ham for being too pro and winning.
haha.

i'm dreading mon. my image going to be ruin! hahha

我的生命是一棵树只愿成为你的归宿

2007-08-31T23:11:00.001+08:00

再不舍得也该让你远离

back from class outing! (:
hahaha.
its like damn fun la.
we went town to eat, walk, crap and as usual when there are girls, to cam whore.

the thing is, gavin got the highest exposure rate.
i think more than half are his photos.
oh, forgot to mention, ACT CUTE photos.

haha. we are a bunch of fun people.

gavin waw saying how great it is for us, after around nearly 6 years we are still in contact and going out.
and most impressive, we are perfectly normal.
all of us, healthy and coherent.

okay, maybe just abit siao la.

we are still pals.

people out there, envious?
HAHA.

也许温柔是停止挽留

2007-08-31T13:08:00.000+08:00

下一次会有更好的情路

i slept away teachers' day.

can you believe it.
i didnt even go ny for celebration, so lets not talk about bp or cckps.

okay, now i owe someone a drink.or i need to beware of dangerous parang. haha
tap water okay right? (:

not that i wanna sleep the morning away, the flu and cough medicine, i suspect they are sleeping mixture.
and i slept at ard 3am.
so its understandable.

gonna go catch up with yang and 6A'02 freaks later.
havent seen yang in a million years.
6A? a billion years. hahaha.
and too bad regina lee. you cant have me as present even if you want now.
i'm not for you. hahahaha.

warning label: may cause drowsiness.
after which, its time to step ahead.
maybe someone passing by gonna give me a pull.
sinking is not my style. (:

这一次我们都能很幸福

2007-08-30T17:29:00.001+08:00

风若没有方向就不要阻挡它的去向

and i thought that i wont encounter any mishap if i stay at home today.

I am. Totally. Wrong.

i saved my grp from gp torture with my absence.
eileen msg-ed me to ask me not to come to school la or rather to confirm that i'm not going school.
good friend i got.
haha.
and i saved myself from hist and lit essay.

si ying pon school too.

eh, i dont mean that. i'm sick okay!
and si ying got cramps plus backache la.
haha.
to think i thought its just cough plus flu.
but no, its infection.
no wonder i cough will pain de.

see! mishaps happen even if i stay at home.

and eileen (who is still high since yesterday i think) msg-ed me when i was at the piano playing secret piano piece with an injured foot.

her msg, make me wanna go school la.

walao. i think this is what you call, a series of unfortunate events.

i wonder what will happen tomorrow.
hahaha.

nevermind, at least i still get to take the lift and have excuse when i'm late for lessons.

i'm lame la. (:

我飘向水中央自由的游荡

2007-08-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

彷佛在你的视线后面依稀感觉少一点一些些的勇气面对你

I did NOT fall into a drain.
stop asking me that!
why will i fall into drain?
i'm not dumb until THAT extent la.
althought i'm quite dumb.
but, i dont fall into drains okay

haha

and eileen chia owes me a treat!
despite everything, i still went to get her the signature la.
must thank me.
haha.
good thing i know him ah. (:

i conclude, this is really a suay week.
everyday add another mishap.
i think i'm falling sick!
sneeze the whole day, eileen tried to persuade me that got people xiang wo.
excuse me, that will be too kua zhang.
i think, its the flu bug xiang wo.
haha

apparently, its time to start mugging!
i better wake up.
start to mug!

jiayou everyone!

(and as usual, after saying this, i still wont mug. )

习惯这样的距离习惯这样的你的背影

2007-08-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

나의 가까이에 머무른다면 한없이 기쁘겠죠

suay week.
serious.

cough, sore throat, uncompleted homework,promos,pw and..yeah more.

now, sprained feet!

wow! (:

okay i'm being dumb, the feet not pain leh.
and now, i get to take the lift.

everyone bow down to me, be nice to me and i let you take the lift with me =D
hahaha (:

and i forgot to add.
today is cab day.
cab-ed to school, back home, to the TCM thing and back.
cool yeah!

went bp there to get feet fixed.
i'm amused with my own tolerance, walk here walk there the whole day.

and, meanwhile, my mind wandered too.
sadly, it did, as much as it wasnt supposed to.
but, i guess, not so soon.

이렇게 그대 곁에 있는 다면 결국엔

2007-08-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

可是你的笑怎么清除掉

Hello everyone, stop giving me overly concerned looks okay?
i'm perfectly sane and normal.
serious.
ya, so thank you dumb fellows.
and stop being so dumb. (i dont think i'm supposed to scold ppl who are concerned hor. but nevermind la. hahaha)

(:

i was in a sleep mood today.
hibernating.
haha. history lecture fell asleep.
and kellett indirectly scolded me in front of whole lt.
wow.
fell asleep on mrt. sleep until bukit batok.
and, i screwed up the lit test mrs teo gave.
i only did one poem, 3/4 page.

and, while i'm typing all these, the question for our gp project kept popping out.
something about blogging being narcissistic exhibitionism.
hm, i'm doing that now right!
haha.

忘也忘不掉

2007-08-26T20:10:00.000+08:00

你没有错只是没有为我停留

i shall, foremost, thank jiayu.
why is it always you ah!
everytime it will be you. the one that really talks to me.
always there for the important parts.
dumb freak.
i think you rock.
thanks for making me smile with that retarded msn background.
we share the same bg! (:
some planet alien thing. so retarded.
(:

oh, i wasted the day away. didnt mean to. didnt plan to.
but lots of things goes awry easily la.
so nevermind lor.
i hope i dont get killed by multiple teachers ya.
haha.
anyway, i think i'm gonna settle gp file at least la.
at the very least...

oh, i drank one litre of strawberry milk!
and 3 cartons of chocolate.
i'm gonna grow fat man.
haha.
if i really grow fat i must impart this to hong siew, terrible, severly underweight.
underweight not good leh.
oh. ha.
i think i tested every single brand of strawberry milk available in singapore.
i conclude i like meiji de!
and magnolia one quite nice too la.
thats random, i think i should go dai yan for milk.
hahah.

yea.
thanks for everything (:
i was truly happy for these days.
for this year, happiness without any worries.
thank you.

你没有错是爱的不是时候

2007-08-26T11:47:00.000+08:00

在我心上用力的开一枪让一切归零在这声巨响

sunday morning. good weather. lots of clouds though.

last night meng chi chocolates.
i think eat until abit kua zhang.
cause basically, now, i'm like sort of having sore throat?
haha.
choir wont be too happy with that.
but, who cares hor.
ppl are falling sick anyway.
a few unrightful chocolates is nothing.

(:

在最悲伤时，倒带。
因为是命运，他们得到了机会。

能够遇见你已经是很不可思议的事情了。
谢谢你。

即使是命运开的另一次玩笑，我还是有了很多收获。
放心。我没事的。

你教了我很多。
让一个只会伤害人的小孩长大了。
因为你是你，所以，谢谢。
未曾拥有的最简单的感受，是你给的。
因此，谢谢。

你要过得很好。
我也是。

如果爱是说什么都不能放我不挣扎反正我也没差

2007-08-25T20:11:00.000+08:00

都不必多说属于我的私密的快乐

okay! i woke up damn early today!
its saturday right..what was i thinking, waking up at 6 plus, then slack on bed until 7.

cause, i'm going for chinese test.

yes, clit.sat morning and clit dont go.

but have to now, cause i rather take it today than next week.cause i think next week will be damn hectic.

and not studying and going for test dont go either.

studying is so alien to me.i need to go to uranus first before i will start studying.

i think i developed a very cold sense of humour.

其实，我真的不知道现在是怎样。
如此的情况，我并不了解。
可能你也一样。
也许，不同。
因为，你握着解答。

eh! blogger can upload video.i'm amazed.maybe can upload those image-ruining-but-extremely-funny videos of si ying.or of lester..very fun!

i think mdm shasila is a great teacher! (she is my gp tutor btw.)
no sarcasm.
really.
i think she rocks.
very nice (:

p.s: i said i'm leaving home for school since 8 plus or 9, but i'm still stuck! haha, but then someone as stuck as me la. so nevermind. (:

SATURDAY POST2

haha, right, took chinese test.

i wonder if its still considered a test..hahaha

huyang, huirong, hui ying and me were taking the test in canteen
went to mac after that, started crapping.
hui ying is a damn good gossiper.
amazing crapping session.

and the weather these days very unpredictable.
rained suddenly just now!haha.

乱了。

okay i'm random, brain is stoned.(:

注定的转折或只是巧合

2007-08-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

就算挑战我不走开

today, is a good day!
i bet eileen thinks so too.
hahhaa.
hers was good day since before school.
happy for you! (:

mine was er, quite bad day before school and the night before.
basically, mum kena called by gp tutor, all that la.
then today supposed to have chinese test.

but, the day became good.
HAHA.
i shall like fri alot more than before! (:
hahaha.
okay today is a very very very happy day!
three times! very serious!
hahah.
okay, i sound damn high.

i wonder if this is a good sign!
hope so! hahaha

我能一直对你好，就行了不是吗？
这是我最简单的快乐。
风，只静静的缠绕。

and, faith concludes that i'm very easily jiu happy.
haha.
i didnt know that leh!
so i'm so easily man zu de ren.
=.=
she concluded another thing too, and i agree with her!
but i think, if its just the current situation i should be man zu too la.
(:

oh yeah, new conductor came.
heard its the RJ de.
then, he is mr toh or something.
i think he is quite good, but is strict de.
which is actually good for use.
and, ALTO IS THE BEST SECTION TODAY!
he said we are great.
thats like a, PRAISE!
dont hear that too often on altos leh!
haha, which makes us more confident i think.

happy day! :D

一点点你的微笑已经让我觉得温暖

2007-08-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

能够遇见你就已经是很不可思议的事情了

Went to watch secret today!
Exciting! I think its quite nice, i didn’t expect myself to praise him man.
Hahaha.
But I concede jay chou is quite good.
Although the plot like quite cliché all that, but then the process is really quite good.
Quite touching.
I think the piano pieces him and xiao yu play got this tinge of sadness.
And, yeah, I printed out the scores!
Hahha, I think going to learn them.
Sacrificed Chinese test for this..
Hahaha.

Raining now!
Thunder and lightning!
Ran back home in the rain just now.
Didn’t know why I did that, but I haven’t done that in a long time.
Quite cool.
Hahaha.

我了解了你所说的执著。
如果自己的坚定与执著不及他们，那我就在努力一点。
每一天，多一点。

"Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight marks one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty key"

不管我们能不能再见面不管你会不会记得我我只想告诉你一个秘密我爱你

2007-08-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

你爱我还是他是不是真的他要比我好你为谁在挣扎

i think today quite a crap day.
totally did nothing at all.
wasted day.
promos is 32 days away i think.
and there is chinese test on fri!
currently printing the notes.
havent studied.
i'm so dead.

today had choir. was like half asleep while singing.
hahaha.
terrible.

i think my xin qing qi fu can be damn big!
but everyone understands.
how terrible.
thanks eileen, angela!
me and my moody crap.
hahaha.
and, these two people are nonsense.
more excited than me!
giggling and madly excited!
when i was calm ( for once.)
haha

冷与担心与不安画上了等号。
原来，这是一种循环理论。
最后，还是超出了自己的想象。
已陷入。
风，为了你停驻。
等待，也已无所谓。

got to bring guitar for yi xiang tomorrow!
wah. heavy!
doughnuts in exchange for guitar okay, yx. HAHA

oh! and gonna watch secret with choir gang tmr.
yes i'm finally watching it! cant wait!
but dunno if i should go... so many tests on fri.

你爱我还是他是不是我可以做他的好你不再挣扎

2007-08-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

123深呼吸就感觉这力量

for some reason. today damn tired.
haha.
and early morning irritated.
dunno why.
haha
nothing much happened today la.

oh ya, this week is hectic.
alot of files need to hand in, all that nonsense.
and tests!
gp test and chinese test.
i'm glad i dont take econs and h2 math.
haha.

nira's cookies are nice! (:
and i'm getting yi xiang to buy doughnuts tmr.
i think its the famous one.
junk food provider.

我很努力的在加油了。现在，只是。。thanks everyone! (:

i think my friends rocks!
big supportive bunch.
0732 rocks! hahaa

ah. and, i'm totally happy today.
fresh milk day :D

我知道你知道还要全世界看到我的真心和希望

2007-08-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

快乐开始都有了想像

and so, today, i left clement to do pw.
err. thanks ah clement.
we taking turns to chiong pw i think.
haha, after me is him then is the rest.
hahha

i think today is quite an exciting day.
and si ying made me a bit irritated.
hahah, not say irritated, more of confusingly flustered.
-.-
si ying would make a good soccer commentator.

and eventually, i think i semi screwed stuff up, and got sniggered(?) at.
right.
very very abnormal.

as i have been all the while.
haha.

还是会胆怯，即使最简单的举动都让我紧张。
这种行为，叫失常。
一种，特别的失常。

oh ya, wore contacts today! haha.
since wore for the performance might as well jiu, wear for 1 month.
and i'm santa!
ho ho ho.
happy that you like it.
and everyone else. (:

oh ya, and was at the tanglin cc bus stop after night study.
stoned there.
decided to be a photographer and take artistic photo.
in the end reached home at 11 plus. -.-
but, one of the photo really nice leh!
but i'm not posting it here.

cause, i conclude. someone is like 24/7 on my blog.
and treating it like a lit text. quoting evidence.
i didn't know i'm such a good lit author.
thanks.

想你有时会缺氧嘴角不自觉上扬

2007-08-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

没有关系你的世界就让你拥有不打扰是我的温柔

i dunno why i'm here to blog again!
HAHA.
eh. not very funny la.
i think i'm abit retarded.

raining now! i like the cool cool weather.
the sky is cloudy de.
cloudy sky..

oh. today supposed to chiong homework.
but not succeeding.
dont know how to do aq.
only did summary.
and great ex content summary.
haha.
dumb.

this post is redundant la. post for fun de.
or post for the lyrics.
haha.
whatever. -.-

i think today's event dont agree with me.
i think its not the weather that brings news that are as cloudy.
i think its cause you just hope too much.

oh, i'm told, today is 七夕情人节,what irony ah. haha

不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心

2007-08-19T12:31:00.000+08:00

他多好和我不同的好

hello! back from hc competition!
yesterday was too tired so didnt blog abt it.
but anyway, foremost, must thank everyone who supported us and all the jiayou -s we received really meant alot to me.
=)
and ju,janice,hong guang and junxian, thanks for coming all the way down to support!
J2s le still come all the way down for us, really touched!
haha, was really high to see them after the whole thing!

although we didnt win the competition, i think its a great experience.
anyway, i didnt expect to win.
and my lyrics, main aim not really to win the competition.
the lyrics is inked down for other purposes.
hahaha.

anyway, its a great experience la.
we are gonna cont our song writing for sure

mushi-composer
zhengyi- music arranger
theresa-lyricist

=)

爱看不到听不到怎么做比较

2007-08-18T10:08:00.000+08:00

외로웠던 시간만큼 너에게 다 주고 싶은

first time i woke up so early on a sat morning.
i'm impressed with myself.
hahaha.
got the competition later.
i dont feel anxious or what now, but hope can do my best lor.

after all, its my song!
and my lyrics.
=D

可能，达不到标准。却还是回以真心与努力继续。
坚持，因为你是动力。

너의 작은 웃음조차 이렇게 난 행복한데 my endless moment, pray for you

2007-08-17T20:02:00.000+08:00

多想看你不经意的笑容或许我的心你不懂我努力让你感动

today, is a good day! hahaha
okay, thats like highly random.
today's lesson like quite slack.
didn't have to do p.e, chinese that hai hun or something i was half awake only.
went to library to study for wu liu test later but in the end.. fell asleep.
not on purpose de!
but then i think zhou gong needed a chess partner, so since wu liu xian sheng dont really welcome me, i might as well go meet zhou gong.
hahaha

okay, these few days my sense of humour is cold de.
worse thing to do is to laugh at your own joke and i.. often do that recently.
hahhaa

went for hc de rehearsal again.
was much better but qinny (organiser) concludes that i have to be more zi ran.
zhengyi was damn good la.
hahha

so, i think i should stick with my mu hou stuff la. writing lyrics better.

and i was the only one in class that was so sure on what occupation i want.
i think lyricist is really my dream job la.
and eileen, amanda they all sniggered when i said that its great to be able to express your story and other people's story through lyrics and bla bla bla.

i've got weird friends i conclude.
weird friends include si ying and jiayu.
HAHA.

today is a happy day!
very very happy day! :D

决不放弃追逐你的执着

2007-08-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

想像你在身边在完全失去之前

hello.
i'm tired.
hahaha.
didnt sleep last night. was it last night?
-.-
okay la nevermind.
i'm happy!
hahaha, i think i very easily happy hor.
i mean, i think i really like simple happiness
i prefer 平静的过
i think i dont want anymore 大风大浪

so, its like, yup.
everyday, school is happy.
just an sms, is happiness.
a short conversation can make my day.

how wonderful.
i'm glad i found this wonderful happiness.

maybe you know, maybe you dont.
either way, i hope things dont change for the worse.

too many suffocating experiences is not good.
haha.

或许命运的签只让我们遇见

2007-08-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

我从未拥有过你一整夜他却有你手绘的体贴

eh. zombie-fied!
haha.
and, very crap.
haha.
i think the hc rehearsal made me super tired.
already tired to begin with la.

then our song is like fast de
then must be hyper and all that.
killer man.

oh ya, and so far ah, still only yasi gets everything without any explanation from me.
i think she really damn pro.
i super pei fu.

hahah, acutally, today is quite a happy day.
i like tues as usual =D

你细腻触摸有他的一切我在你的周围你没感觉

2007-08-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

是你不是你说不定还不一定

hectic day, hectic week.
gonna cont until sat la.
hahah
oh ya, sat our live performance.
at hc, 7pm, tickets going at 8bucks
go support!
haaha.
anyway, jiu tired.
ha.

oh yeah, today abit weird weird de.
i ran to school, cause the 105 damn disgusting. came so late.
in the end, i was still late after that run.
supposed to be pissed.
but then when i tell everyone i'm pissed cause i ran but still late, i was like grinning.
so no one believed me! hahaha

i dunno if i should feel bright or dull.
=.=

things piling up. emotions piling up too.

思念被时光悄悄的摇落酸酸的咬了一口

2007-08-12T11:11:00.000+08:00

我们之间隐藏了什么除了我自己没人懂

HEELLLLOOOOO~~~!!!

i'm currently HAPPY! and quite HIGH!!!
hahahaha
okay dont mind me.
its good to wake up to see excitingly happy stuff!
although its nearly afternoon.
HAHA

and, i realised i got really alot of stuff to do. O_O

1. EOM. (yes kill the one who started PW)
2. chinese holiday homework:枪+书评
3. 3chinese compos
4. 五柳先生，chinese tests!
5.SEA history fact test, tutorial 11
6. at least 10 maths tutorial?
7. e.lit: guilt essay, research on love o.o
8. long overdue news week report.
9. written report
10. teacher's day song dedication lyrics
11. song arrangement for hc song writing competition
12. practice session for the finals

and still got more i think, but i just forgot about them. HAHA

oh well, need to chiong EOM.
die la.

oh ya, added a player to my blog. didnt know that i had that weird immee account or something.
haha, infiltration of suju.
-.-

谁会有勇气去开口

2007-08-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

你手中的感情线是不肯泄漏的天机那也许是我一生不能去的禁区

went school for history tutorial today.
abit doze off, but managed to stay awake most of the time.
haha.
went to study after that with eileen and gang
was quite wasted la.
as usual
i think i can only either study alone or study with ju and janice.
pathetic.
hahha

anyway, had fun crapping with eileen.
we were talking about how blogs are evil.
we are both in the blogs are evil mood.
but i think i'm better off now.
so jiayou eileen!
and i wanna watch jay chou's secret!!
shall go watch with eileen and rest of the class.
haha
i think me and eileen connect super well recently.

read some stuff yet again.
i sense the skeptical tone you used.
maybe, try to notice.
some sort of your so called extinction may just be at the turn of the corner.

i really wanna avoid regret. but somethings are best left unsaid.
unlike what you think.
maybe,its just the situation.

now i wonder, about your recent past.

oh, and i induced eileen into super junior.
i think i moved up a level.
i cant imagine that i got someone to like their songs.
the integral component of this whole crazy issue.
ha.

而心痛是你给我的无期徒刑

2007-08-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

坠在你心间几分忧郁几分孤单都心甘情愿

slacked for two days.
abit smart of me.
terrible!
promos in 44 days!
can die de okay.
alot of stuff left undone.
EOM. i'm so dead.

today went school, tried to study,but was put to sleep by history readings.
i should recommend it to those who suffer from insomia.
stoned away the whole day!

oh, and yasi read the lyrics of the song.
she was the first to get it.
clep! pro!
she went, theresa you zei ahh~
hahah.
i have no comments.

went with weiqiang to cut his hair.
i think looks okay la.
then went chomp chomp with him for dinner
the chocolate milkcurd is damn nice!
hahahhaha
quite addictive.

oh ya, i'm happy today.
cause i spotted two word and a punctuation somewhere..
HAHAHA.
happy~!
and thanks to eileen's hynotising, even happier.
but i think she think too much.
haha

oh ya, the hc thing tech run is on tues. 4-8
SIAO!
i'm not gonna miss chinese. hahhaa
tues is chen lao shi de lesson.
must go!
so should be going tech run at a later time
haha.
and fri got rehearsal also leh.
going to miss ms kwok lesson.
waahhh.
dont wanna miss double lit!!
especially c.lit
very important to me!
miss lessons is like a damn big thing to me.
(only c.lit and e.lit hahahha)

bleah

(get well. must okay. i demand that you get well.)

但愿陪你找回所遗失的永恒当我开口你却沈默只剩一场梦

2007-08-09T12:59:00.000+08:00

如果我爱上你的笑容要怎么收藏要怎么拥有如果你快乐不是为我会不会放手其实才是拥有

GOOD NEWS!!!!
woke up to the message that we got into the finals of the hc song writing competition!
YAY!
oh oh. and its not the slow song that got in!
its the fast one!
HAHAHAHA!
i'm like super happy can!
cause i got more feel, i think, for that!
yay!
hahahahah!!
happiness to the power of infinite

oh, i must thank my inspirational source.
really grateful!
but i dunno how to say thanks!
cause my inspirational source not supposed to know.
=.=
okay la.
i say thanks here!
silent thanks to you.

湖边杨柳, is written cause of you.
so, the song is dedicated to you.
=)

为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动终于你身影消失在人海尽头才发现笑着哭最痛

2007-08-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

你知道我明了抱着你你的泪却为他而掉

national day celebrations!
i think our national atheme sounded bad.
ju concludes something was wrong with the mic we were using.

and ju is nice!
after me whining to her about being upset bla bla bla
she became super nice!
haha. i'm hers for 一三五，HAHA
she is my wonderful retard.
=D

pon-ed the clep farewell thing.
i saw no point in going, though originally i would have been very happy to go.
but i think need to calm down and escape first!
and ju and janice farewell gift more important la.
see i zhong you qing okay!

farewell was fun！haha and it wasnt like sad.
everyone just treasuring the time we have with each other.
took lots of photo, pretty exciting!
and ju looks super retarded in most of the photos.
esp. those that janice took.
i think that can cheer me up whenever i need it!
haha

jaymie did the suan ming thing again.
everyone thinks its quite accurate!
its like, exact for some.
but mine was missing one person. where is that fellow? not saying that i'm not happy that he is not there.
but i think he should be there, unless something change and she didnt realised?
and i think, if the layout is true, then i'm super happy.
cheers!

i'm happy! ju finally signed anything. hahha
and got the both of them i should be happy!
i'm fortunate de.
whatever else, just leave it.

i'm still listening to super junior.

他有的好　我做不到

2007-08-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

So i pray for you

today, is a happy day!
yeah!
happy all the way, until i saw something.
okay, lets be happy first!

喜了才悲是我的作风

had P.E, i finally know how to shoot netball.
just use flick wrist from bball can le.
retarded right.
ha.

lit lecture was the usual. great ex.
oh yes, there is an essay on guilt.
i should feel guilty.
cause i was trying to study wu liu xian sheng while she is teaching.
and i feel even more guilty cause, i failed to get anything in as i dozed off-.-

breaktime was unproductive as well.
2.5 hours burnt!
over: clement's ex, crapping, eating, staring at the text dumbfounded (in other words, to stone.)
and, shopping.
HAHA.

was window shopping all day.
weird language invented by me and amanda. (i gave you credits!)

had h1 maths, and i should feel guilty again. didnt bring a single math stuff,and i open that wen yan wen AGAIN and tried to study.
i fell asleep.
which means, pw ended up as last min studying period.
would be effective if not for the fact that i had to worry about mr kellett
it was SUPPOSED to be pw.
ended up, test is screwed.

and so, studied with ju after lessons.janice fell sick.
poor thing ah. :(
we crapped more than we studied, i finished desdemona essay though, both not in the mood.
walked around, and ju made me go into the toilet 3 times in like 10 mins?
she damn spastic.
and made me highly 不知所措

thanks ah tanuwira.
hahaha.

but i got my revenge!
disturbed ju and AHEM.
HAHAA.is fun de!

so i promise you

i like tues!though its long day.
i think tues makes me happy.
and the time slots for tues is good de.
tues rocks!

그대라고 믿을께요

after reaching home, tues became not so good.
lack of vocab.
anyway, jiu, saw something (sort of like one word.) on someone's blog.
then i laughed.
oh ya, i laughed.
i laughed at myself.
那是一种苦笑，你懂吗？

will you come to me

no lesson tomorrow! yay!
but need to reach school at 6.50am
performing.
haha.
tomorrow is J2 farewell party too!:(
havent finished the two retarded freaks de present. -.-

오 사랑해요 그대 my love

excitingly, i'm still listening to super junior.
intro it to ju, she finds it quite nice. hahah
i shouldn't have started on them.
their songs quite addictive.
just like i shouldn't have started on another thing.
So I, by suju is a nice song. haha

나 언제까지나 이렇게

this is the end product of our crapping/studyign session.
and she wrote all sorts of nonsese. so did i la. haha

So i love you

2007-08-05T01:08:00.000+08:00

我们的故事真难忘太多的回忆和希望

finally submitted the songs
now is the results!
i'm not too hopeful la.
but lets just wait and see

the thing is, i've never been hopeful about anything i realised.
experience taught me.

i think i screwed my recording up quite badly.
if we dont get in cause of me, i think its really a waste.

its just me,something must be wrong with me. i'm the culprit.

voice haven't recovered. terrible, and have to sing with choir. must recover fast.

somethings wont heal. i know. sorry.

oh ya, i was super dumb today fell off the escalator. had been feeling off for a long time. since sunday i think.
finally it ended up with me dumbly falling.
cut myself, but i realised, i didn't bother.
somehow, i didnt think it was painful.
though the cuts bled.

pain is really nothing? 不痛

and now need to study for promos.
but i dont think i have that will and determination.

i never did. i never understood myself. so i don't know if people understand me.

determination has never been my strong point. especially at studying.
determination only comes in when i try to write lyrics.

and poof. gone.

did my chinese presentation, chen lao shi liked my story alot.
the class did too.
i think my impromptu is quite acceptable.
i'm very happy about the chinese presentation thing. don't know why.
or i do know?

分不清楚。不知道。对错。

huyang's speech about bus trip reminded me about the past again.
haha. times when i used to take bus.
its quite exciting really.
run across the bridge!
i dont know why do i like to take bus that much.
if i have alot of time. i think i will just randomly board bus at a random place and get to another random place to board another random bus and..

是你吗？会是你妈？不知道。我不该相信自己。确，可能就是你。

wed is J2 farewell party!
oh man, it means that real soon they are leaving the school for good.
ju and janice!
sad.
even if they always cause me to feel retarded, or be retarded with them.
i will miss them.
and all the J2s.

离别时要有个微笑。学会突破自己，学会微笑。

which essentially means, we will officially be taking over soon.
when they are really like totally not in school.
which means, we will be J2s next year.
and which means, i must get promoted.
worrying issue.
i'm afraid i wont.

那种颤动，你应该也懂，毕竟你正在经历当中。应该是吧。对于我，我希望你不知道。或许，不是。

i must not be retained. cannot afford that.
must be promoted.
there are too many reasons.
one of them being c.lit
ask me to go through all the tutorials again, with a new class?!
no way.
i will fall asleep, again, and more easily.
and history.
and my 0732!
i like my class :D

不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续

2007-08-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

有时候有时候我愿相信一切有尽头相聚离开都有时候没有什么能永垂不朽

hectic! alot of stuff to do!!
the song writing competition is on sat. as in demo must reach by sat, we havent even finished the recording.
O_O
haha
AND, i think i like the fast song we did.
jiu, its like, close to me?
and oh yeah, close to mushi too.
hahhaa.
i must thank the person who gave me the inspiration, though she wont know that she did.

chinese presentation tomorrow
totally didnt prepare.
worse come to worse present the song lor
haha, but then i think its embarassing and throw face de.
and ah, i think i should not present that in c.lit class.
for one thing, its like, C.LIT
stressful!
hahaa

and my c.lit teachers concludes that i am tragedy queen(sort of la.)

"从你的文字中，我看得出你的思考比别人多，你的悲伤也令人窒息。"

part of the comment she gave.
and, i'm shocked.
she is the first one who discovered that?
hahaa.
i'm not so sad case la!
only that, i've never written a essay with a good ending for her.
i think i need to write 喜剧 next time to balance up.
difficult though.hahaa

was sick for the past days, flu, cough and lost voice
oh yes, my voice is super man de.
hahha
it was like, i talk with bass tone!
i sound deeper than our ex bass sl hong guang
and all the basses
hahhaa
is cool de.

today was some badminton competition.
i wanted to join!
but then had to do recording so cannot.
SAD LA!
i went to see see for a while, and check out how was my classmate doing
i heard jiahao and yi xiang taking part
in the end i didnt even see them la!
and kaibin followed me up, cause its like weird to go alone
actually he has a motive one la.
hahahha

he went to check out my ____.
HAHA.
crap.

oh yeah, and
i'm going on a weird korean wave
listening to super junior
O_O
and, i managed to memorised 9 names le!
started with who ah.
han kyung! (i can spell the name! wow.)
and i can still remember, ryeowook or something. hahaha
cant spell the rest de names.
i think their endless moment is nice.
and happiness de tune is still stuck in my head.
yes, i'm listening to their songs.
please be shocked everyone.
and i got ready made info provider- asnira and amanda.
they were damn shock.
and faith concludes that nira has to find a boyfriend that loves suju and all the koreans as well.
i conclude that should find " a person who loves her enough to learn to love super junior and learn about them."
faith says its impossible or something.

-.-
why did i started on them anyway.
so unglam.

okay, i feel dead tired.
but alot to do! gp, maths(tmr got test), chinese etc.
dead tired.
promos in 52days.
HOW?!

可是我　有时候　宁可选择流连不放手　等到风景都看透　但愿你会陪我看细水长流

2007-07-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

刚好我们拥有彼此寻找的好

chinese translation competiton today.
i'm super amused.
in usher/cleaner team.
greatest job on earth okay.
hahaha.
had to wake up at 5!
(Rants.)
but it was okay la, only quite a waste of time.
slack at home vs slack( or bore myself) in school.
our job was so retarded that we had to amuse ourselves with the weird 30th anniversary video.
can you believe that?!
we watched the thing like, 5 times?!
and the next most amusing thing was chern harn tying hu yang's hair.
-.-
(sense the total retardedness in this whole thing?)

oh yes, i decided to take bus today, to and fro school.
after so long.
haha.
and kena caught in jam on the 105 back.
miss the journey i used to have on bus.
i like bus more than mrt!
maybe shall revert back.

rotation of bag on monday again!
me+orange backpack=???

hahahhaha, i'm gonna laugh at myself.
it shall be a total no image week.
O.O

我打江南走过
那等在季节里的容颜如莲花的开落

东风不来，三月的柳絮不飞
你底心如小小的寂寞的城
恰若青石的街道向晚
跫音不响，三月的春帷不揭
你底心是小小的窗扉紧掩

我达达的马蹄是美丽的错误
我不是归人，是个过客……

- 郑愁予《错误》

suddenly, this recited in my mind. not the best thing to appear, but its a nice poem.

可惜不太凑巧在错的时候情路上遇到

2007-07-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧烧痛了我们就逃

ah yes, never post for damn long.
anyway, happy to say that my mid year plan was a success
maybe they should include me in the success stories. haha. okay, thats lame.
so passed douuble lit + GP
but history failed badly, which means, mr kellett isnt too happy.

the worst thing now is that promos is coming.
yes, i realised that its around 8 weeks away.
stress ah.
good thing i study with ju and janice, they can attempt to stress me out so that i can REALLY study.
pathetic me.

haha, at least i'm enjoying chinese now! ( i guess. haha)
well, i should be, considering its one of the subjects that i passsed.
and its scraped a pass.
days with h2 cll is cool, despite the fact that 3 out of 4 lessons falls on days with maths.
see, what a miracle for me to like maths days!
( i think i just like that 1 or 2 hr of chinese. -.-)
haha

watched king lear and seagull over the weekend.
king lear was good, sir ian was totally wow.
just that i wasnt too awake.(sadly, or perhaps not la. )
si ying was falling asleep on me. that sort of kept ME awake. haha
thanks ya si ying. -.-
oh yes, i guessed i havent mentioned.
SIR IAN CAME TO NANYANG!
yes yes, the real person. in flesh and blood and whatever else.
talked to us and all that.
i think he is really nice and sincere.
heard that he sent a thank you note and cookies(?) or something to ms kwok, to thank us for our wonderful welcome.
to think we were so thankful that he came, and he thank us for showing him what he deems as the closest he will get to know about singapore.
sir ian is cool! haha

Seagull was good! i mean, its really like life, though its quite sad that no one in the play actually ended up with the one they love. and the fellow, constantine or something killed himself.
but, come on, we never get a good deal in life isnt it.
at least, i dont think so, for now.
so it actually really reflects life, and the way the play was written, really make us feel that we are spying on people's life.( spying not too good a word, but its apt! haha)
and also looking at our own life.
and actually, seagull is like a funny tragedy
i think i liked it alot.

" i'm mourning for my life."

带着我的祈祷　折叠我累积的问号　开始一次的单身潜逃

2007-07-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

空屋子里没有回声但我记忆有你指纹我加上你两个人却不等于我们

had pw special period.
9-1 originally, but we were let off at 12.
met janice to go fareast to meet ju so that we can continue our present hunt.
finally found his present la.
and its like, after how long and how many days of shopping.
3??
in the end, its still that graph paper shirt.
hahaha.
and, ju bought alot of stuff la!
(bleah. i still crave for that green shirt and grey jacket.)

went kbox with janice, ya, wee and warren after that.
suntec.
hahahah. had fun!
i was highly anti today, kept singing leng men songs.
mostly dai pei ni.
i voice shy okay. (learnt from ju de! hahah)
and warren made me damn high by playing boom de mv.
hahaha.

walked ard suntec and i was quite siao. and they got chuan ran by my and became damn high also.
hahaha.

went to bugis to wander.
i realised that i can go join those ppl that perform on the streets.
those that paint themselves and then freeze, acting like a statue or something.
i think i'm pro de.
i can stand fix for 2 hours ! hahaha.
feels a bit tired.

是这样吗压抑的会爆发

2007-07-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

不放手我和你到最后

today! lessons ended at 12.30 cause there was no SEA history lecture.
went to stone at canteen with mushi and eileen, weiqiang joined us afterwards. haosheng appeared and diappeared.
haha.
anyway, the point was, me and mushi were trying to improvise on our song,最后, which is stuck at concept score/lyrics no.2
trying to get the er, trial (i think) version out.
i think we changing quite alot of stuff.
and zhengyi officially joined our composing team! hahaha.

went vivo with ju after her bio paper to get present for PEOPLE.
hahahhaa.
met some of the choir J2s. and realised that they actually bought the presents already!
in the end, hei se hui (janice+ju+me) start having our gathering and wander around shopping instead.
and got aim de!
buy present for... mr. ___
HAHAH.
ANYWAY, we search like mad la. but like dont really have stuff that suits him and that dumb tanuwira like de.
but i spotted something i like! this ipod shuffle mini cover. got devil de! 恶魔! very cool! hahaha.

in the end went clarke quay central. shop like mad, i was there for like 4 hours?
haha. anyway, they bought stuff la. and ju empty out my pocket to pay for her act cute skirt. HAHAHA.

had a very fun day! but leg is damn suan now. haha.
tmr is hei se hui AGAIN. exciting~! :D

不管别人怎么看我　我只相信爱没错　不要对我怀疑太多　或去猜测我们的以后　
不怕再多冷眼看我　我只相信爱没错　不问结果是什么　永远不算什么

2007-07-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

我無法再冷靜請妳要傾聽妳是我的唯一

MID YEARS OVER~!! hahahh
but now is results.
i feel so dead!
hahaha. got back chinese compo today!
PASSED! yay!
i really want my plan succeed.
hahhaa.
But for now!
just relax. hahahha
slack lor. i dont care laaaaaa~
i shall next week then start my studying mood.
rather, TRY to start.
haha.
i think i'm addicted to huan huan ai!
hahah.
craving for it!
hahah
okay, i sound retarded! but i think huan huan ai is cool!
yang cheng lin is damn cute la.
okay i should stop this retarded post. hahaha
(happy kasey koh! i posted. -.-)

我不願去相信我們之間隔著海洋的距離我的愛已融化在空氣裡

2007-06-27T01:29:00.000+08:00

微笑綻放不言也不語看不透妳的秘密

lit exam tomorrow! haha. e.lit.
sort of studied for great ex, with help from my tian shi. haha.
retarded fellow la.x)
anyway, hope can pass double lit and GP.
then, jiu pass mids le!
=D
currently obsessed with the yang chen lin show - huan huan ai.
yes i know i sound dumb. but it is really like damn nice la.
i think yang cheng lin is cute leh!( sounds shocking -.-)
and he jun xiang is like damn shuan!! x)
oh yes, and addicted to the song xiao mo li.( sung by yang cheng lin.)
ya, no joke, its touching. at least i feel so la.
and no, i'm not on a yang cheng lin craze. it just happen to be so.
and a certain someone ( i shall censor the name to avoiding damaging her, er, cool reputation. -.-)
is addicted to it too!
where got ppl, do maths mid year get haunted by the song throughout one. pro right. HAHA.
hahaha.
siao le.
c.lit on fri.
hope i dont die! -.-
the word is.
HOPE.

等候著妳　走進我的夢裡小茉莉　請記得我　不要把我忘記

2007-06-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

okay! here i am again!
haha. so much posts today ah. -.-
hahah
okay anyway, mushi gave me inspiration on what to blog this time!
lyrics!

ah yes, my very cool aspiration is to be a lyricist!
and i have a ready made composer to help me write tunes- mushi!
tenor sl!
but then hor, i think lyricist cant chi fan one.
cause need to be very pro to get lots of money for what you write.
but still, its nice to have a dream.
and ah, this is the longest lasting aspiration to date.
hahah!
oh yes, and i think even though i write damn lan, but going forward is a cool thing!
so everyone should think forward!
leave behind the past and jiu jiayou for tomorrow!
and always remember there are people ard who truely love and care for you.
and these are the important people in your life.
those nonsensical rubbish other people. NOT IMPORTANT!
haha
so dont need to care! =D

so anyway, i think just remember that the people who loves you and be happy that they wil always stand by you no matter what happen.
=)

2007-06-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

天天想你天天问自己到什么时候才能告诉你

since i have been going on about my cave, my tv and yes my dear lllama (: and my very de cool show, i shall talk about. my! i mean me!

a really exciting topic cause er, well, its me!
(personally, i feel i sound retarded. cause.. well, i'm retarded.)

anyway! this is like funny cause i've never done intro of myself on my blog before.
ah.
anyway.
HELLO!
theresa,17,nyjc!
ah.
nyjc choir!
which rocks big time.
the reason why i went back to ny after first 3 months was cause of choir la!
i think they brainwashed me.
haha.
anyway, life in ny is fun la.
mainly cause of choir, with all the cool(?) and fun(!) people in choir.
anyway, choir is a big part of my life cause i'm in choir for the past 8 years!
after JC wil be 10 years le!
woo~
and for those who know me, i dont LOOK like choir material. but still i love singing! (okay this sounds gay. hahhaha)

was previously in bukit panjang govt. high.
quite a cool school la. (my school okay! of course cool!)
but then, i think dm mr tan a.k.a tiger (hahah) became my best friend due to all the feng bo about my hair.
regular cust. for mr tan. hahha.
but in the end, its okay la!
got to know him er, better.
-.-

and yes,i'm j1 now, but already dying!
mids coming! haven't study! hahah.
(i dont think i really care.hahah!)
and desperately(?) trying to clear homework.
=D

p.s: is this enough for you my dear someone :D

天天想你天天守住一颗心把我最好的爱留给你

2007-06-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

今生因你痴狂

so ah! i think i'm in a blogging mood today!
and since i was talking about my darling cave, darling tv, and even more darling llama,
i decided to talk about this damn cool show.
and yes, damn cool just like me.

haha
channel U!shen diao xia lv!! (a.k.a guo guo show! hehh)
its highly cool okay!
though i missed alot of episodes.
and very exciting.
but quite sad, yang guo arm got cut off!
reminds me of a really lame joke by my friend mushi.

yang guo's arm got cut off so he very nan guo and bu hao guo.
(something like this. but you get the point. hahaha)

this is apparently not funny. but then he laughed like mad, making us laugh at him instead.

and and and
the theme song of the show is damn nice!
and the fellow singing it is damn pro also!
i'm pro too! cause i can hit it. hahah(though a bit miang qiang. i'm a sop1 afterall! =D)
so i conclude.
the show is cool! hahaha.

此爱天下无双

2007-06-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

请让我给你安慰，不论结局是喜是悲

topic of the day: anything!(given by someone highly important to me.)

blogging about anything is cool okay!
cause there is alot of stuff going by the name of anything.

recently found out that there is a drink called anything/whatever.
this is like so damn cool.( okay i know i sound retarded cause alot of people knew about it long ago.)
but then! i live in a cave what, cant expect me to know so much!
hahaha.
and caves dont have tv!
so i recently upgraded my cave, and my cave now has a TV!
cool right!
but considering mid years is coming.
starting on TV is not a very good idea.
but then , there is always time for relaxation!
and of course for things that are more important.
like my llama.
=)
(not to forget the panda.=D)
oh yes, and i got an anything drink too! and i drank whatever
anything is carbonated, and whatever is not.
i'm quite amused you know!
cause its really damn cool!
just like me!
=D

走过千山万水，在我心里你永远是那么美。

2007-05-18T23:07:00.001+08:00

我们有笑容　我们曾心动不再是　无动於衷

college day tomorrow! and yes, J2s step down day!
is sad de okay.
really la.
i'm forcing janice to come back, and janice is dragging ju to come back~
hehehh.
and annoncement of EXCO tmr!
exciting ok.
i was talking to janice just now, abt bribery and guessing who is in what post.
hehehh.
she went HAHAHAHAH all the way la.
feeling very amused by me!
whats so funny abt bribing ppl with ice cream?
or hair clip?
or note book?
useful okay.
i think the new president and exco should appreciate my bribery!
HEHHEH.
at least can sort of confirm who are the SLs le.
then jiu, blank for president.
but i believe whoever the exco chose, its the one they think can lead.
so shall... give them jiayou in advance.
haha.

无条件为你　放弃单独的旅程为你坚强　就不怕牺牲我的灵魂　如此沸腾　为我爱的人

2007-05-13T16:28:00.002+08:00

捧着爱静静等候　我会把你种在我心中　也许某一天会终于再次长出一个梦

chinese test early in the yesterday morning.
going to flunk it. 4 qn did 2. wrote 1 page. 40 marks.
-.-
dead.

choir exco interview yesterday. right.
i'm amused!
i was concluded to have split personality by the J2s
apparently, i looked too serious.
black face! concludes janice.
and she finds my lack of position in choir due to 5 F9s very amusing.
-.-
terrible.
and juliet! evil freak laughed when i said i was coping well with school.
-.-
i was trying to be nice and formal ok.
haha.

Got S.H.E newest CD!PLAY~!
heheheh.
shi hao ting de.
i think its really nice this time, like almost all the songs.
as in really like sort. like superstar album.
and this album is cool de. alot of creative ideas inside.
AND~
HEBE WROTE LYRICS~!
hehhheh.
shuo ni ai wo.
depressing song, but its damn nice can.
addicted to it. current play count is er.. 78 says itunes.
-.-
and ella wrote tune, selina tian ci for another song.
i conclude that they are attempting to zhuan xing, include some chuang zuo into their tian tuan title. HEHHEH.
with hebe cai nv around, no problem la~
HAHA.
(i conclude this paragraph is extremely uncool.hehehh.)

点着笑容的灯火只温暖而不打扰你的寒冬

2007-05-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

爱如果走得够远应该也会跟幸福相见

silver for SYF!
i'm not exactly upset though.
its more of the miracle that i hoped for didn't happen
many things don't happen, and we just have to face it.
but then,i'm really proud of everyone!
cause we really did our best and put up the best performance so far!
and i think that is what really matters. and that is really important.
what i'm really really proud and happy about is the fact that we improved by leaps and bounds.
really, looking back at the past week i can say that we are like a totally different choir from the choral exchange. we can now say that we really did our best and have no regrets.
despite getting a silver, i think we got a gold with honours for our improvement!
if this continues, i believe by SYF'09, our future juniors would do very well!
its really not an end but a new start!
so the silver don't really matter cause we know, this is our max. effort.
and the best is yet to come =D

choir exco interview on sat! meaning.. J2s leaving soon!
how very saddening.
and when they go, it will really leave lots of memories and the void left can never be filled.
choir without J2s seems weird now.
but its gonna be reality soon, so better start getting used to it.
haha.
gah! i'm going to miss the J2s!
every single one of them!

the only thing i can do now is to contribute.
and i am going to do just that.

有的人说不清哪里好但就是谁都替代不了

2007-05-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

伤放一旁别再多想　将过去遗忘　让我为你准备一个家

ehhh..
TERRIBLE!
syf in less than 14 hours?
hehehh. -.-
bla. lets jiayou together!
altos! sops! basses! tenors!
press on choir~ press on!
tomorrow, put up our best performance and be proud of ourselves no matter the results.

ju said something touching today (conveniently ruined by the atmosphere though).
wanting a gold with chung cheng was to maintain the gold.
but with us
its to
share it.

awww.

J2s will be going soon.
sense of lost.
but still, syf being the most impt thing now..
lets just jiayou!
press on choir! =D

爱在爱你爱在爱你从我们相遇那天起不要哭泣不要哭泣你应该被珍惜

when there is you, there is support. and when there is you, there i'll be.

2007-05-02T00:28:00.000+08:00

也许这样形容有一些简单俗套　我想　我说你是我的太阳　但是你对我来说真的有如此大的影响　心情有黑夜白天之差

choir today!
practice was quite fruitful!
cleared up lots of mistakes.
yay!
i realised, i should not go into choir hungry
i end up having very little energy and feeling sleepy.
oh yes.
and jac notices that my eyes are tiny! she went "bu yao yi wei ni third row wo kan bu dao ah~!"
haha
right.
very bad.
and ms ong says i 'nuai nuai' one.(lazy la! )
-.-
oh well~
shall change!

p.s the llama. was nicely asked by someone to put it on here. self sacrificial me. to make someone happy. -.-

Oh Baby 我的世界明暗因为思念使然

2007-04-30T03:56:00.000+08:00

来吧伴我飞　多久都不会累　我已不在乎　所谓的是与非　如果爱是朵很脆弱的玫瑰　我也愿意承受　不完美中的完美

HI! i'm doing PI and LIT tutorial at this time!
and there is still C.LIT tutorial to be done!
i'm due to wake up at er what.. ah yes, 5!
for sectionals at 7!
but then.. i'm still awake!
which explains why i don't have to wake up.
and this reminds me.
have to remember SOW! (the set piece la. song without words. me and janice and christine came up with the shortform! =D)
whee~
really no time left. 9 more days i think
chiong all the way ok!
choir jiayou!

was attempting to study with the J2s after choral exchange.
did GP essay!
thanks to juliet's wonderful anaylsis of the question. i did 2 paragraph.
but i think, i forgot whats the rest of the point.
-.-
and most interestingly, i thought can study with J2! cause they were SUPPOSED to be more serious!
but NO!
ju went siao, hong guang yasi every one!
haa, but ok la. still go serious time.
and ju have to go nuts and suddenly as me, will you miss me.(i think its this, or something very similar)
shocking yasi and hong guang.
but will miss her la.
and everyone in alto!
and everyone in choir!
all of the J2s going soon!
eh.
i'm not supposed to miss that evil recycle.
ok. i shall miss everyone except juliet! =D

lets fix everything! enjoy the process! but chiong so that we can enjoy the result- the GOLD- more!
JIAYOU!

原来风雪可以让我坚强让我感动　原来命运还有一些在我掌握之中　眼泪的朦胧　透着一道彩虹

2007-04-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

one word that can kill everything. i'm just fucking stupid.

2007-04-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

歌词是诺言旋律是依恋　唱出一首五月天

terrible! i'm starting to feel tired!
how scary.
choir: only left around 11 practices before syf
work: the amt of tutorials i owe is ard bt timah hill's height.
Bla.
oh well.
i love choir, so at least i don't mind the practices.
tutorials just kill me.

at least there is you =D

我们之间　才完成的爱恋　紧握的手里面　有好多明天

2007-04-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

当爱相随　能完美一切不完美　当你皱眉　我陪你留在天黑的世界

had 30th anniversary rehearsal and practice today.
i think our sai-sai and set piece sort of improved.
which is good, but then, still lack alot of stuff.
maybe sometimes, some of us will get complacent and think that we are good already.
but we are not. as ms ong, ms eunice, juliet and poh boon kindly pointed out today.
we really really lack alot of stuff.
and its really disappointing if we go into syf, wanting a gold, and just getting some silver or what.
really, need to work harder, and not screw up this whole thing.

some ppl had auditions today, and according to ms ong, it was bad.
haven't had my audition yet, but i think i do need audition.
have to fix my 'loose' singing thing. to smile or not to smile, that is the question.
haha.

funny thing. i've been losing my pencils at choir!
2 gone!
cause they blend with the table, and i will just forget and leave them in the class after sectionals.
terrible, i'm not even attempting to buy a new one. cause will just lose it again!
haha.
in the end.
i used a,
compass.
that draw perfect circle thing!
pro hor!
=D

我们是座城堡　爱情放在里面很好　就算没有人看好　幸福是因为互相依靠

2007-04-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

fly away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛　看着你就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定

choir until 9 plus today!
exciting!
altos went siao!
dance to a weird weird fire song.
and the dance is guai guai de too!
haha
and got seaweed dance somemore.
alto silent cheer! alto tribal cheer!
and alto alot of other things
shan't divulged.
HAHA.
so, ALTOS ROCKS LA~
haha.
choir is going to get hectic, but i would rather everything not end
according to ju's calculation we only have 14 practices left!
TERRIBLE!
and i hci choir is before us for syf!
can die
and.. can't go home with ju anymore!
is sad de ok.

owe alot of tutorials. 4 chinese essays! 3 maths tutorial! P.I! HISTORY TEST ON MON!
terrible
i want the smart fellow's brains.
i will survive better that way.=D

fly away 当我不顾一切无止境追寻　是你的人　是你的心　日日夜夜　陪我在这里

2007-04-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

一段情就能连起两个人的天一条路就能让两个人霎那之间命运都改变　只要愿意相信　就能相见

reflections on choir concert today.
good or bad, its just a learning experience. what we really need to focus on is syf.
and its only 21 days away.
take the comments constructively and move on to the most impt thing.
SYF!!
(quotes everything from ju. and tries to effectively convince myself at the same time)
and therefore, must work harder!

today's sectional was quite efficient. song without words sort of improved beyond words( pun you see, a friendly pun)
but A1s must jiayou ok!
whole altos must jiayou too!
lets work hard together! =D

auditions this sat. how exciting.
hoping that i can pass it.
or, ha! highly screwed.
how terrible.
need to pass! i still wanna go home with highly entertaining recycle =D
and so, shall jiayou and work hard.
aim for the gold! desire for the gold! work hard for the gold!
NY choir! jiayou!

呼唤着你名字　从起点回到原点　两条平行线总有交会的一天

2007-04-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

要给我的爱　如果你还在灌溉　要我等待　我就等待

CONCERT OVER~
the day pass in a rush, but we did our best and whatever came out of it was all our efforts put together.
it was a really fun experience despite all the practices, late nights and erm, unfinished tutorials. (this is still going to continue until syf ends)
and, i'm really gonna miss it!
now for syf..
auditions tomorrow!
well, if i flunk it then really, so sorry.
how terrible.
but i'm not stressed at all you see.=D
so its ok!
work for that gold! jiayou!

我很确定某个远方　会有我们爱的天堂

2007-04-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

没有你日子很黑白　我想这样就是恋爱

DIE! concert in less than 24hrs!
terrible. i'm so dead la.
someone please save~me~
-.-
if it screws up, i think i'll be damn upset la
seriously, first time i'm so committed to something.
just hope that everything will turn out great.
and the syf audition is on monday!
how terrible.
not prepared at all!
how bad can things get.

我想要天天说　天天说　天天对你说我有多爱你

2007-04-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

很可惜没有祝福　但爱你并不孤独

choir on sunday! wooo~!
haha
its interesting leh. first time in school on sunday
but stress!
concert in 4 days!
have to memorise everything by monday.
oh well
thats not as bad as syf auditions
next mon!
argh
going to die for set piece. oh well, no choice. need to pia all the way le.

its ok! waits =D

我陪你走到最后　能不能别想太多了　反正不会松手

2007-04-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

如果你已经不能控制　每天想我一次　如果你因为我而诚实

ha. terrible. i'm highly stressed!
so much homework! still got CHOIR!
bleah
-.-
and. PW!!
i am so dead.
MLK! i have no idea what to do about him. -.-
PI on mon, pls just kill me
full run for concert tomorrow.
gown! i will just die.
haha.
but then i think it is very fulfilling.
first time i'm so committed to something.
choir has infiltrated my cells, and i'm happy about it :D

yayyyy~! 'hehe-ing' fellow is going to be back. finally. =D

如果你决定跟随感觉　为爱勇敢一次　如果你说我们有彼此

2007-04-06T01:44:00.000+08:00

我在这边　你在那边　爱像风筝一条线　我经过千山万水　停在这个定点　带我的心　到你的世界

right. 8 days to concert!
i'm freaked out obviously.
-.-
oh well. i'm so dead! i have yet to memorise everything!
shall jiayou.
ha

anyway, today mural painting was fun!!
although it was very draining, but it bonded the class together :D
oh yeah, and me and hong siew rocks ok.
our building rocks! its so nice la :D
and she is an excellent tape paster. pro at taping masking tape to paint straight lines.

had lit talk after that, but didn't get anything in.
headache plus hungry stomach plus drained.
shall steal si ying's notes :D

choir was horrendous, every one was tired.j2 as well
so its like, screwed.jac allowed the j1s to go back if we want, i stayed though.
learnt something at least- how to not sing lazily!
must practise !!

fun (chiong-ing) day overall!

someone should just return back here. or i will be highly tempted to assassinate a bloody bastard.(alliteration :D)

我在这边　你在那边　爱是共同的语言用沉默当作安慰　解读你的伤悲　两颗心　用感觉连接　两边变一边

2007-04-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

te quiero mi querido

woo~ choir is driving me nuts! busy like mad.
but know what, i like this feeling
the feeling of use working together to achieve something.
we can go forward as one choir!

although its really tiring, i think i'm going to miss it when its all over.
and all over meaning the j2s will be gone too!
AHHHHH~!!!!!
JU! JANICE! YA! WEE! SAN BA! CHRISTINE! WENQI! AND EVERYONE ELSE!!!
sad really.
i don't want them to go!!
haiz.. really can't bear to part though i only know them since dec.
its really a big lost. really can't imagine choir w/o them!
no juliet to laugh at! no janice to crap with! no wenqi to play with momo!
sad can. and thats just altos.
Seriously, I think it will be quite leng qing without the j2s. gonna force them to drop by! Haha

Lamenting even before they go, imagine AFTER they go. -.-

Feeling highly disturbed. Really highly disturbed. Some people should just go die. Get knocked by some really heavy truck or something. Nevermind, its ok if he don’t die. Just stay in hospital and break a leg. So that he will stay clear.

我很想你　你知道吗

2007-03-25T03:03:00.000+08:00

last year photo. its real funny but i totally forgot. its ok. post today then :D
one of those late night/early morning humour.

WONDERING what is bus stop ad getting to these days? one of the ads. check it out!

:D

HOW EXCITING! WHISPER TO A DATE :D
the image is highly interesting isn't it.

random late night humour. :D

COOL HUH! HAHA

2007-03-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

you are my superwoman :D

hectic days ahead. left behind some of them. but more to come.
jc term is seriously starting next week onwards.
tests, tutorials,exams.
thats not that bad.
at least thats not really top of the list now

CHOIR.
concert in ard 2wks time
syf in ard 1 plus mth time.
J2s leaving in 5 weeks time!!!!!!!!!!

this is totally terrible. i'm missing the j2s already!!!!!!

altos is not doing too well.
stressed over how to teach the j1s properly and get them to really LEARN the song instead of forget everything the next practice
have to learn syf songs to the best i can.
trying very hard to learn the concert songs with all the sops mentality still in mind.
oh yeah, i must must must pass the sop spirit to altos and the spos singing voice and the sops... etc.
sectionals, sectionals,sectionals.
must be efficient!
must work double hard la. or is it triple, or more.
doesn't matter, as long as there is results, i don't mind :D
cause ny choir rocks big time!

i realised i totally fit into alto. basically, my speaking voice is already low.
and i think my voice tuned itself to alto
and my wonderful recycle, i mean ju (HAHA) , is over there! how can i not like alto!!
and janice is there too! so i actually really like alto!
just that i still miss sops, and my sop 1! my sop 1 part for sit down is so nice la! rarrr!
oh well, just jiayou in alto then! :D

排除大家眼光　触电把对方照亮　喜欢到没话可讲　一加一是标准答案

2007-03-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

you're the light of my life like the stars in the sky

cool day! only had 2 hours of lessons!
wanted to do chinese, but sort of failed.
its ok! i got some ling gan at least. :D
i hope i can hand in the chinese compo by tomorrow, or else.. i will be so dead.
haha

went for choir sectionals today.
exciting. i'm so used to sop that i will have some auto response when people call "sops!"
anyway, taught alto 1 for sectionals.
-.-
how terrible, when i haven't even actually learnt alto.
had a funny conversation with zheng yi and zi qing.

me, zheng yi and zi qing sat down in music room after choir.

ziqing:"don't your think i look super sian and tired"
me and zheng yi:"ya!" and nods.
me:"i look super sian and tired too right!"
zy,zq:"yeah!"
and before zheng yi said anything, we went" and you look super sian and tired!"
zq and me:" who looks more sian and tired?"

and, yeah, its me.
SEE, thats what being tsl do to you.
especially when your a sop and teaching alto.
shocking. -.-
argh, must really learn the alto part well le. bleah. choir is getting more stressful. -.-

只因为你我情不自禁　闭上眼睛　心里想了想　还是你

2007-03-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece

first day of school!
bleah, was totally boring.
intro lectures and all that
so exciting. -.-

choir was quite terrible today.
rushed through sai-sai in ard 1.5 hour
i think i'm a super terrible tsl (temporary sectional leader)

anyway, audition today. highly exciting.
cause basically i shifted to s2 to tune my voice for future s1 parts or something
ms ong says i hit high notes too throaty..
ok then, but i really love s1 lots la. >.<

even more scary thing happened next.
I'M SHIFTED TO ALTO! !!
yeah, its true and official.
i'm alto for syf cause i'm nice and i have some sort of wider range
SO, i'm gonna help alto.
i can't believe that la. alto is super hard to learn leh.
and i'm going to be same section as JULIET!
scary..
haha.
must jiayou already!
jiayou even more since i'm now in alto :D

就算世界与我为敌　我也愿意　我什么都愿意